it is your birthday today, my love, you are ten years old, if you only stayed with me three more months ….
you have been giving me safety, I see now that i am scared of dogs, that i am not too comfortable in the woods, that I don’t have motivation to go for long walks any more …
you have been so special, you brought smiles and joy out of other people, admiration, you made others happy, talkative, open with their life’s, you enriched my life and made me feel special too ….. because of you I have been happy, open, talkative, social, safe, special …
I cant stop the tears today more than ever , I feel like a tortured child …