after few years break from it , it came back, like an entity sucking his energy, filling him up with fear of dying, fear that there is something seriously wrong with his body, his head mainly …
it shows itself thru his eyes, beautiful green eyes that has been always emanating joy and now are wondering around with horror ….
it is killing me to see my baby suffer and i cant help, it is beyond cruel not to be able to take his pain away …
i have been researching cures for mental problems and the one thing that shows great results is psychedelics’ in the form of magic mushrooms, MDMA, LSD …. those substances are obviously illegal but there is more research than ever proving that they are safe and effective
i am convinced that when i heal myself i heal my son or at least move him forward in his recovery ; everybody has a trauma, if not only for the act of being born and than constant fear of death; we all could benefit from working on our traumas by taking few grams of magic mushrooms, expending our consciousness, loosing fear of death, creating new reality for ourselves ……
no wonder those substances are illegal than, they are too powerful …. now is the right time to use them, before it is too late to !!!!