and what now ….

what do I want to do with this website, how to use it the most inspiring way ….

I am not a writer; English is my second language …. but first of all, I have to set it up properly, I want to do it myself and I drug it forever … I have no idea how to do it, I need help!!!

often, I feel that I said it all, what else is left … the fact that I am myself looking for answers, looking for peace and contentment, I could be needing a guidance, I will always miss George, it will always hurt, I will cry for ever ….

with my husband I spend three weeks in Croatia and Montenegro, we had amazing time and still every evening at the dinner I couldn’t stop crying …. George is not coming back!!!!! if I meet him again, will I recognize him???? where is he now???? why can’t I contact him????

next day of my coming back home, my best girlfriend died, five months after George, how am I supposed to handle it????