fear of emotional pain,

the pain that seems to last forever, eternal pain of existence here on earth ….

its over four months since I lost my best four-legged friend George, my pain is as strong as ever and I know that it always be with me, the eternal emotional pain of loss ..

even though I go thru my days and smile, and engage with other people, I am sad, and I am hurt so deeply as there is no end to it

this reality is about suffering, about extracting our energy; the entities that created this prison for us are feeding of our emotions …

how beyond cruel it is to play with others’ emotions, not only people’s but animal’s; what kind of beings could they be????

today is a thanksgiving and most people, me including, eat turkey; I eat meat since I was born, I enjoy steak and lamb and I don’t think about the fact that I support the farming and killing of animals … I buy only grass-fed meat but still those animals are killed

our reality is based on eating, humans and nature need food to survive and it creates cruelty; it is programmed like that, suffering is a program; on this level and above we do the same thing, just the form of food is different …..

could this program delete itself when we stop eating meat, when we stop killing each other …. would my pain go away than????