musing

wingmakers materials,

which I rediscovered few months ago, made huge impression on me. Did I really read it in the past, I wondered. The interviews are very interesting, specially the last one. Lots of information there, it is hard to grasp it all, but the strangest thing is that it is all so easily forgotten. This is …

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grieving george

it’s only seven weeks, cruel weeks, since george is gone …. the pain is unbearable, the memories are flooding my mind constantly, tough pictures and thoughts, no breaks from pain, sadness and lack of acceptance … it’s all a psychopathic design to extract my energy, this is a reality we all are living in….. i …

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to move forward …

i know that i don’t have a free will, i know that all the paths that i could choose in my existence already exists and i walk the one that vibrationally reflects me … the higher is my vibration the more contentment is on my path ( i presume ) to move forward is to …

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My prayer ..

I pray to my soul and the source of life, the highest creator, the consciousness which I am part off , which gave me life … I ask and i demand for what’s my right: give me strength, fill me up with your energy, increase my vibration … give me peace, fill me up with …

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being alive

i like to grow food from the seeds, it is very fulfilling to watch them grow, makes me feel like a creator … i constantly check on them with love and endless appreciation …. they are alive, they seem to know what their role is but it could be only from my perspective … i …

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ups and downs

when it happens that i feel down, it hurts like hell, i am in a pit filled up with very low vibrational energy …. how to get out of it????? i know that it will go away on its own, but i want this to happen NOW, i don’t want to give my energy to …

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