I am in hell for the last eleven weeks, it is in me and around me, like water for the fish swimming in it, with no end in sight , with no help from others, I have to do it by myself, I have to suffer the constant pain of loss … love, the experience …
It is fourteen years since you left and you did it unexpectedly , in few seconds, without a witness …. that day the 20th of November i called you in the morning before my yoga practice, which was unusual, i was always calling you later in the day , but i had this urge to …
life was already hard for me when you still were around, now it is unbearable …. a part of me is missing, it is gone for ever, it is with you; joining you on the other site seems to be the best and only option to be whole again … if I could talk to …
it’s only seven weeks, cruel weeks, since george is gone …. the pain is unbearable, the memories are flooding my mind constantly, tough pictures and thoughts, no breaks from pain, sadness and lack of acceptance … it’s all a psychopathic design to extract my energy, this is a reality we all are living in….. i …
almost ten years ago i met a puppy, cute beyond believe, we are together since . Let me introduce to all of you George, wolf mixed with husky and Sheppard, gorgeous over 50 kg, long legs, black and white coat, absolute perfection George is my first dog, when i brought him home i had to …
i know that i don’t have a free will, i know that all the paths that i could choose in my existence already exists and i walk the one that vibrationally reflects me … the higher is my vibration the more contentment is on my path ( i presume ) to move forward is to …
is to know who i am, why am i here, to know my path, to discover my passion, to see clearly the path that’s mine, to live with purpose, to hear my heart, to have peace and acceptance about myself and my future …
I pray to my soul and the source of life, the highest creator, the consciousness which I am part off , which gave me life … I ask and i demand for what’s my right: give me strength, fill me up with your energy, increase my vibration … give me peace, fill me up with …
what is going on??? do i really have an impact on the world? do i really create reality?? yes!, no!, maybe!, it is complicated! it all depends what i know is true, deep down in my heart … i talk to my higher self, i talk to the source of life, i ask and i …
after few years break from it , it came back, like an entity sucking his energy, filling him up with fear of dying, fear that there is something seriously wrong with his body, his head mainly … it shows itself thru his eyes, beautiful green eyes that has been always emanating joy and now are …