is very positive, as long as the controllers wont fuck it up with the synthetic versions, and it is already happening, obviously the legalization has everything to do with money and profit for them. There are three synthetic psychedelic products on the market: ketamine, MDMA and LSD, which, we are told, have positive effects on …
means emotional stability and acceptance of things I have no control over. The last year of my life is extremely difficult. First, death of my dog, George, than loosing two of my best human friends, health issues of my son, difficulties of my marriage. All of it reflects on my health. I have to except …
we let it happen … because we are so deeply connected with the game called life, because we forgot who we really are …. Our emotions run the show, the logic is moved aside, we are exploding inside, we suffer tremendously. We come to this reality with some traits, than at the moment of birth …
with whatever it is, is extremely unpleasant state of being. My stuckness is with my marriage, I cant leave physically or emotionally, the fear of doing this is unmeasurable and it is for over 20 years. How cruel of me to do it to myself!!! I don’t know how to start, I cant have a …
I spent two weeks in Cuba, after Christmas, all inclusive 5 stars resort, it was my 6th or 7th time there, magical place for me … this time quality of service was worst, shortage of food items, limited selection, lack of entertainment … but magic was still there, the beach, the weather, the cuban people …
what do I want to do with this website, how to use it the most inspiring way …. I am not a writer; English is my second language …. but first of all, I have to set it up properly, I want to do it myself and I drug it forever … I have no …
the pain that seems to last forever, eternal pain of existence here on earth …. its over four months since I lost my best four-legged friend George, my pain is as strong as ever and I know that it always be with me, the eternal emotional pain of loss .. even though I go thru …
strong and soft, melting easily by the touch of sun, wind caress, bed shit, hand of man …. growing life in its womb, like a seed planted in the ground … and at the same time unbelievable strong in the face of danger woman body is beyond perfection and beauty, its divine purpose is to …
it is your birthday today, my love, you are ten years old, if you only stayed with me three more months …. you have been giving me safety, I see now that i am scared of dogs, that i am not too comfortable in the woods, that I don’t have motivation to go for long …
I am in hell for the last eleven weeks, it is in me and around me, like water for the fish swimming in it, with no end in sight , with no help from others, I have to do it by myself, I have to suffer the constant pain of loss … love, the experience …